I'm multi-interests
"I can do a lot of things, but there's nothing that I really excel in."
- Park Yoochun -
"I'm not crazy, my reality is just different from yours."
THIS GUY!
SERIOUSLY!
I feel envious seeing his LV bag there.. I WANT THAT BAG!! T^T
Dear,
the guy who thinks that it is him in the photos..
Hi, i am one of ur fan.
But i feel jealous and envious seeing you owning the same bag that i really wish to have.
So, since i am a loyal fan (lol), can u give me that bag?
With love,
you loyal fan who wants your LV bag.
However many times u give this kind of letter to him, i think he would just ignored it + he would never give it to u.. haha
Or if he is interested he might ask YooChun to translate it for him. ^^
YUP YUP saving up money againnnn.. Bagsss cameraaa wait for meee
Labels: Kpop TVXQ JJ, rants, Thoughts and Opinion
I'm thinking bout you..
One, you are like a dream come true.
two, i just wanna be with you..
three, boy it's plain to see that ur the only one for me and
four, i'll repeat steps one through three.
Five, make you fall in love with me.
You know, you speak and it's like a song.
Maybe it's my intuition?
I see my future in an instant..
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But, I knew i loved you before i met you
I think i dreamed you into life.
I knew i loved you before i met you
I have been waiting all my life.
Why are you so far away?
But boy, you know i'd walk a thousand miles
If i could just see you
Tonight..
Afterall,
Youre my sunshine after the rain
Youre the cure against my fear & my pain
i love you.
It then continues to be like that. I should've realised this faster. Maybe i did but i just don't want to admit it. I'm sorry. Loving you is just make me a fool who doesn't know the real world around me. 523564
Labels: Thoughts and Opinion
Epik High - Fan [t]
similar but same.
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's helpless wishing
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am
Oh! I know I can't have you
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am
The Secret Code
531*82
this is the beginning.
Labels: Thoughts and Opinion
Is it love when you see someone,
your heart is beating really fast and you can hardly breathe?
Gdragon's Breathe is th perfect song for this.
But i still couldn't find out whether it is love or not..
if it is love.. people would think that i am crazy and i should get back to the reality, but what if it is for REAL?
Labels: Thoughts and Opinion
I think i love u..
그런가봐요?
자꾸생각나고
이런걸 보면 아무래도.
I`m Falling For You..
난 몰랐지만- Now I Need You~
어느샌가 내 맘 깊은곳에
아주 크게 자리잡은 그대의 모습을 이젠 보아요..
Labels: Thoughts and Opinion
IDK why.. i seemed to be interesed in these kinds of things... palmistry.. dream meaning.. and now psychology tests.. =.='
Simply these questions ar etaken from a radio that i was listening to but nothing was interesting, so i'll only out 1. hehe
Question is:
'the store's worker behavior is poor. in what way do you think their behavior is poor??'
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My answer was: if they are rude
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whatever you are answering, this is the meaning:
that's the personality of urs that u have to fix.
Labels: quizzes
So i just talked about Palmistry in my previous posts, and now is my STALKER session!!! hehehehe
I'll try to do everyone's palmistry, but i can't guarantee if it is going tobe true.
so first of all, WARNING!
Some part of this post is referenced / taken from http://www.palmistry.com.au/palmistry-lines.html
Labels: quizzes
Ok, i'm gonna talk abt this not bcus i am defending any singer that has been accused for plagiarism, but since i did experienced it myself, and it brings me great trouble.. haha
Oh well, i'm just trying to build up some excuses.. =p
Ok, so since the case of plagiarism found in Kpop alot, i'll just talk abt it.
So first of all, we know abt the recent news, 'Gdragon got slammed by Sony'. Or to be exact 2ne1 too.
In dictionary, plagiarism means to use or a close imitation of the language and thoughts of another author and the representation of them as one's own original work.
Doesn't that mean like stealing the whole damn thing without changing anything about it?
Ppl's trick is to change it a little bit so that it would not sound similar or to hide it.. lol
But think about the number of people that has been living in this whole world, they keep on living and dying.
Of course during the time they survived, they would invent sth. And out of those thousands and millions of ppl, you can't expect them to not be making sth similar to it. An original new creation is something that is pretty rare to find.. unless they are talented, in term of music, i'd say 'TABLO'.
Now let's compare it a little bit to the Western part.
Rihanna ft TI - live your life, aren't they using that melody.. i forgot what it is called... 'maia hi.. maia hu..' that one. Shouldn't they get plagiarism case too? or they did get an excuse? But isn't the orginal song-writer died already? how the hell did they get the permission?
I just think that kpop accussation in plagiarism went overboard.
if kpop copies western, they'll get smashed. If western copies asian (which rarely happens) they barely get smashed...
I'm not really good in writing people to convince, i'm a better convincer if i'm actually using my mouth to talk to them face to face.. (maybe i should consider the career as a lawyer,, lol) BLAH, let's stop this before my anger rises up again, remembering that stupid plagiarism case.. =.='
Labels: kpop, rants, Thoughts and Opinion
こ。。この写真は。。
ほんとに。。あぶないだ!!
みって下さい!!
私の Reaction:
ohemgee.. wait.. wait.. pause!!! pause!!! pause goddamnit!!! stooop.. stopp!!!!! STOPPP!!!
*runs away*
*nosebleed*
lols jokes.. that was just for fun.. kk~
Labels: Kpop TVXQ, Kpop TVXQ JJ
この子はほんとにかわいくて、 Dorkです。
ジュンスちゃん、 いまはなにをしている??
Contract いいですか???
アアアア たいくつだ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ジェジュンくんであいがほしい!!! いい?? へへ
今日もたいくっすだ~
Youtube をみました、 貴方のvideoだ!
これ:
정말요, 너모해??!
Labels: Kpop TVXQ
I haven't gone back to my hometown for the whole 3 years since i came to Australia..
Sucks eh? I know.. =.='
Oh well.. there are just too many things going on.. f u!
So i was browsing through some blogs in blogspot and i found this interesting blog.
Pretty much.. She's introducing heaps of Indonesian snacks, restaurants, and foods which i already know.. and resulting me in a dilemma.. haha
http://selbyfood.blogspot.com/
Oh and Selby, thank you so much for posting up so many pictures and infos about indo foods.. i'm missing it so much!! It's a really good blog for Indonesian who are overseas, like MOI! hehe..
and yea.. it will be good if you could give some more recipes so i can make the foods here, i'm officially a PRETTY good cook.. lol
and ppl, please oh please.. don't be decieved by the look of it... the food are amazingly superbly wonderfully heavenly tasted like HEAVEN!
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Gwah.. i have to start paying attention to my swear words, capital letter, short-terms, and grammar in my posts.. blah!
cbf to screw around with it tho~
For my sakes! I hate GRAMMARS!!!
That's my major enemy in my whole world, after cockroach.. tee-hee~
i don't care e e e e e if it is grammar in english, jap, korean, thai or wtv it is.. grammars just pissed the heck out of me..
But when i'm learning japanese, particle pissed the heck out of moi!
Korean.. oh well.. there are just too many vocabs to learn, yet the sentense SPO are so complicated..
So who's here with me? WE HATE GRAMMARS!
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Moving on to the stuff i'm doing yday with my friend who came over from SYD.
First of all, I'M SO SORRY MY FRIEND!
cus we didn't plan where to go so yea.. it's abit of a mess.. hehe but i'm sure it's a good experience for u~
Here are the funny quotes by my friend:
1. We were eating in Ying Thai, Lygon, and we ordered that minced meat with basil. Like the picture below.
WHile my friend innocently asked,
"Ini oncom ya?"
which if being translated becomes, "Is this oncom??"
Oncom is the food on the right, it's an Indonesian food.
You guys might not find it funny but it's brings a big laugh to us.... ok, LOL.
2. In Melbourne, we have this new tram, where the seats are folded. You gotta pull it down to seat on it, and my friend was like, "Can i seat??"
We were all laughed at him, i mean.. come on.. obviously u can seat on it, why not??
3. He was calling with his dad, telling him how to buy the tram tickets, he was like:
"Beli tiketnya di atas tram, koinnya kasi aja ke drivernya."
"Just go and buy the ticket on TOP of the tram, and pay it to the tram driver."
That really was silly! I mean, there's nothing on top of the tram but a cable.. and we gotta buy the ticket on a machine provided in the tram.. lol at this friend of mine..
Labels: foods, rants, RECOMMENDATIONS, Thoughts and Opinion
It's been pretty long since i have followed TVXQ news.. i've been searching news about JaeBum more than them.. lol
Anyway, and i saw their previous videos like Stand By You, Doushite, Share The World..
Now i am eager to see their new song!! Of course all five of em.. I haven't listened to Melody and Harmony yet.. i only listen for the 1st 1 minute and i closed it.. hahaha
So..
Dear
the guy who thinks that the guy in the pic below is him..
Would you please gather up with your member mates and start producing a new ballad song? I'm missing you guys!!
and please make sure it is a ballad song that will sway my sister.. since i still need to convince her that you guys are GOOD, like extremely good!
Both of us, fighting!
Love,
missJacQk who rants too much in this blog.
Labels: Kpop TVXQ, Kpop TVXQ JJ
actually meant to be written like 3 days ago.. but since my internet was REALLLYYYY slow at that time, i can't help but to just post it now.
WORK
I cut myself!!! as in my pinky finger..
I was trying to open a pack with a bread knife (bcus it's really sharp and it cuts really well), and i accidentally slice my finger too! It's only a little wound but it's pretty deep.. I tried to take a pic of it but i can't see anything but a small red dot. U can't see how deep the wound is...
Anyway, i'll still post it:
Oh and i'm sorry for my face expression, trying to send this pic to my sis and whine abt it.. lol
COOKING
So my friend, C, she came over to my house, or to be exact, sleep over..
Me and her are cooking tonight's dinner. We made these:
- ayam gule (Indonesian curry chicken)
- chicken (it's her speciality)
- Korean spicy stir fry squid.
Well.. it turns out pretty good... except for the ayam gule that she maseh... =_='
Oh and the chicken that she made.. i was so shocked with the fact that she cooked it with 3/4 L of Coke!!! I'm like WTF!!!
Coke is not healthy.. and she cook it with that.. i can understand if it is with wine..
Even so.. it tasted wonderful!
Here are the pictures!!! Excuse my low quality phone camera... i'm still saving to buy a camera.. hehe
left: ayam gule
right: chicken + coke
bottom: spicy squid
The spicy squid that i am making is exactly the same as Hyori's cooking in Family Outing, except that i didn't put much veggies in it..
i didn't seek for the recipe, all i do was watch what she put and tried it.. it turned out similar.. yey!
So here's the recipe...
Hyori's Family Outing trademark dish!
Ingredients:
- 2 tbs gochujang
- onion
- spring onion ( cut it diagonally)
- chilli powder (up to your taste, i like it spicy so i put heaps. lol)
- 1 tsp sugar
- 1 tbs soy sauce ( i use Kikkoman)
- 1 carrot (slice thinly)
- small bowl
- spoon..
- oil (if u want to)
Procedure
1. in a small bowl, mix gochujang + soy sauce + chilli power + sugar together.
2. Heat the frying pan, and wait until it is hot (if you put a spring onion, it would sizzle)
3. When it is hot, put the spring onion and sizzle it for a while.
4. add squid, stir fry for a while
5. add carrots + onion and other veggies that you want, quickly pour (1) into it as well.
6. stir fry for a while (not too long because the squid will be hard)
7. and done!
I'm not a pro in giving recipe, so yeah.. just ask.
if you want to post this somewhere, better credit it even though i know saying this will me useless....
Labels: life story, recipe
I'm talking abt publishing YOUR blog to your friends, not the world..
I mean like, sometimes ur blogs contain stuff that u should not mentioned, yet u gotta keep ur image..
I think i did mentioned in my previous blog abt how my friend published her blog link in our facebook, and all i read in there are mocking people.
oh and an update, she was mocking abt this high school friend.
and the next time i met my high school friends, they told me that those two are fighting.. lol
oh well.. Erin, u gotta learn from this.
Yes i did too in this blog, but mine one is more to private, i don't mind people reading it tho~ i mean ppl that i don't know and they don't know me either.. hehehe
Labels: Thoughts and Opinion
Yup, at least he does wish to come back.
All we have to do now is just to make all those bashers stop.. haha
and i'm sure all of u ppl have read the post made by his.. cousin?
here's the link, cbf copy paste it here.
CLICK ME TO GO TO THE LINK
Here are my thoughts:
At last! Someone said this! Those bashers (is this how i'm supposed to refer them as?) don't know that that is how American teenagers speak, those FOBS!In the car I asked my daughter who is the same age as Jaebum “Yuri! What does ‘Korea is gay’ mean?” “It means that Korea is stupid or annoying, we say it when we’re tired or annoyed”.
Even when my daughter and I fought when she went through her teenage years, she used the word ‘hate’ a lot. “Dad i hate you!” Just because she said that would i have to kick her out of the house?
During that time, I believe that Jaebum did not understand the Korean culture, and had a hard time adjusting, while the people who translated what Jaebum said on his Myspace translated in a very wrong way because they don’t know that that is just how teenagers speak in America.
Labels: kartists, Kpop 2PM, Thoughts and Opinion
I wasn't surprised when i see the article on Allkpop about people saying that 'KimBum changed after he got famous'. YES PEOPLE IT'S TRUE.
He did not only changed just when he's done Boys Over Flower, he already changed before that.
I can say so because i was his fan in 2006 and my friend's cousin was in the same highschool as him(idk if KimBum is in Uni or High school now, i didn't check him that much now).
Ok so, i was his fan during the day when he got a role in Rude Woman . I found out about him not because i watched the drama, but me and my sister just came across the thread for this guy in soompi.
Back then, he wasn't that famous, but it is good enough that he got a role there.
Soon, he got a role in HighKick, even though he wasn't the main character, again, it's good that he got a role.
So then i told my friend about how i like him etc, and she told me that her cousin who's in the same school as him said that he CHANGED.
Her cousin said that KimBum used to be like what other boys normally like. You know.. kind, fun, innocent,etc. but once he got a role in Highkick, he became arrogant.
He would change his girlfriend really fast, and didn't treat them really nice. Remember the girl in Mnet Scandal with Nichkhun? Nichkhun asked her if her exbf treated her bad, she didn't say anything but Nichkhun took it as a 'yes'. I took it as a 'yes' too.
I got another picture of his exgirlfriend back when he still posts alot of picture in his cyworld (before he was THIS famous).
As he got more role like East of Eden and Boys Over Flower, he became more and more arrogant. I can't really describe how he was arrogant because my friend told me about this like 2 years ago, and my brain memory is low.. lol i did remember clusters of it tho~
But i'm not really his fan now~ haha i'm stuck to my hubby JaeJoong! LOL
but yeah, his appearance changed as well.
For me is his chin, it's wider.
he does change tho~ but both are still cute ^^
Labels: kartists
Labels: kartists, Kpop 2PM, rants, Thoughts and Opinion
(T_T)
each news i've read abt JaeBum really made me feel concerned about him. I hope he is not stressing about this as much now.
If only i were his friend, i would give him a really really really BIG HUG to him. I don't care if he'll cry or whatever, i just feel like giving him a big hug and pat him on the head, like calming a crying kid.. haha..
Labels: Kpop 2PM, Thoughts and Opinion
Have you guys actually think about this?
All the fans have only been whinning and requesting to let JaeBum come back.. But have you guys think what are the consenquences?
Remember, NETIZENS. Some netizens are obviously an antifans.
These crazy anti fans, won't only bash the artists onthe net but also in real life.
Have you actually thought the possibility of JaeBum being bashed by them?
Even more than 10000 people forgive him, the 5000 people who won't forgive him might consists of these crazy antifans.
If JaeBum comes back, i know we all will be happy.. but i am asure he won't feel safe and he won't totally be happy.
He will be haunted by his fear of antifans.
When i was talking about JaeBum's case to my sis, she told me that if my bro or any of our family member was a Korean star, my parents or family would ask him to quickly comes back to us, not staying in Korea any longer. It might put his life in danger. I know that i might be very hyperbolic in here, but it's the reality.
What if your siblings are in JaeBum's shoes? Would you tell them to stay and fight the antifans/netizens?
If you are trying to say, "SNSD can overcome their antifans, why JaeBum can't?"
Ohmyemtothegee.. these two are different matters...
Why SNSD got antifans?
- Tiffany's bad behavior
- they are close with TVXQ, SuJu, SHINee, etc etc..
While JaeBum's is where he said that he doesn't like Koreans (or so i interpreted it as). I know that it was from 4 years ago. And i know that he was still a brat. and I DID FORGIVE HIM. read my previous post.
Anyway, Let's look back at some previous horrific cases happenned bcus of Netizens. Not only netizens, ANTIFANS. (some Netizens are part of antifans too..)
TVXQ YunHo. Remember the drink accident? A 17 year old antifan gave him the posion? She mixed a bottle of juice with super glue and give it to YunHo.
She pretends to be his fans and gave the juice directly to him (backstage?). Good thing is that YunHo quickly spit it out before he drank it down his throat.
Even so, he still being sent to the hospital. If YunHo actually drank it, the super glue will stuck on his throat and he won't be able to breath. Death is just minutes away from him.
But thank God, he's safe. I am sure this creates a trauma on him.
Comedian No HongChul. I don't know if you guys have heard of his stories before. He was attacked by a man (which i am sure is an antifans) who carried a knife, in front of his apartment.
The man waited for No to return home before assaulting him. No, who sustained a cut to his left ear, was taken to the hospital for treatment.
Labels: kartists, kpop, Kpop 2PM, Thoughts and Opinion
Fuck!
Hell No!
Why the fuck are u quitting?!
even though i am not your big fan, but i just still find this wrong.. i do enjoy watching u on TV, u did a good job and i know u love doing this job!
Is it just bcus of the antis?
or bcus u think that ur comment was so bad to the point that you have to quit??
What's with ur 4 years worth of training now?!?!?! I hope u'll come back..
Why are u going back to Seattle so soon for?
Is it bcus the staff has predicted that u might have get antis attack?
fuck those antis!
k, i'll say sth bad abt koreans now. i just think that 'korean antifans' are just a bit too much.
I thought the world is democratic (in some part), so i can voice out my opinion right? But if i do, i'll get bashed and everything..
The thing is..
ok..
if someone said sth bad about ur country.. i know some will be mad and some won't care.. but to the people who are mad:
are you really mad bcus u love ur country?
or u just do ur obligation as a resident of ur country?
or u just want to create sensation?
ok. this might creates war in internet. so i'll stop my opinions here.. ;)
i'm normally a peaceful person.. what.. lol
Maybe saying that 'korean is gay' really put ur career down.. but what's 2pm without JaeBum?
I mean.. really!
Ok, since i am the master of blaming someone, let me blame the fans who exposed those comments!!
See. there are 3 probabilities.. it might be the fans or the antis or the friend. I mean who else would spend their time reading through the whole comments till 4 years ago..? fans? possible.
antis? possible.
friends? possible.
Fans - i know you might say that fans are loyal and everything, it's impossible blablabla.. but heck no!
For example, if you found those comments and you know it's going to be a big hit around the world, wouldn't you be tempted to post that?
If i were that person and i did post it, i would feel extremnely bad.. i mean.. maybe i did gain popularity and my post became famous but i ruined someone's career and life..
Antis - i don't think i can post anything about this anymore.. i mean.. what can i say abt antis? it's already obvious of what to say abt them..?
But i really can't believe antis would go that far.. maybe not as far as what happenned to YunHo (the drink accident), but it is still bad.. oh well.. i guess i could only wait till these antis die and i'll laugh seeing them being tortured in hell.. ohh what a moment.. and of course i just want to see not actually see 'it' when i died.. =.='
friend - betrayal...? isn't this the same case as 'fans'? Nothing could've been more hurt than being betrayed by friends.. even tho i dont have those experiences.
If i were JaeBum.. I might say, "oh yeah.. i forgive them blablabla.." but when i found who's the person.. i will so beat them up to death.. like what happenned to my stolen wallet ;) (tho i havent found the culprit in my workplace yet..)
All i could hope is that JaeBum will just take this as a 'break', i'm hoping that he would come back.
All the best for you..
Labels: kartists, kpop, Kpop 2PM, rants, Thoughts and Opinion
Found some of these pictures on the net and i found it funny + true.
Agree about Sandara's singing. Bom's is especially true.
CL.. i am one of thos egirls who found her amazing.. lol
oh well, but i still love them.
It's actually the opposite for me since i am a girl, but it is still the same situation.
I don't understand either! He's not Gu JunPyo for fuck sake u bloody fans!
I'd rather say that it was a big mistake of SM to be putting HyoYeon in this group, she deserves a much better group.
Even though i love TVXQ, but i have to agree with this one.. haha
Oh and maybe their ++++ points for getting so many fans is because they debuted when there weren't as many boygroups.. plus their amazingly good personality.
I love you.. But i HATE you when you are dancing and putting that 'i am cool' face.
Found some of these pictures on the net and i found it funny + true.
Labels: kpop, Thoughts and Opinion
LOL
LOL
LOL
K, so this happenned yday.
I was chatting with my sis, talking abt what i was doing last Sat, and i told her that i was hanging out with my HS friends back in Indo.
Well.. technically.. NO.. I did go with my HS friends but some of their friends too.
And there is this one guy that i found the most OK one out of all the Indo boys i've met.. not exactly.. but yeah..
I just think that he is OK when i was talking to my sis..
So i show his fb to my sis.
My sis said that he is not 'that' good looking.. he's like abang" cina. Which if i tried to translate in english would take me 5 paragraphs. So search those words in google, k?
While i'm talking to her, i would log into my fb and reply some post as well, i was replying to his post telling me that he would beat my score in guitar.
and 2 minutes later, i recieved a message from him in my inbox.
He asked me about my friend who came along that day.. and from the way he asked me, i have a feeling that he likes her..
LOL
oh and he's not exactly my 'crush'.
He is just my interest. I just don't know how to put it in english. soz.
peace YO!
Labels: life story, my sister