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Friday, February 18, 2011

Another sad history

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 3:06 PM

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

GREAT!

ANOTHER SAD HISTORY IS ADDED TO MY LIFE LIST!

JYJ IS PERFORMING IN INDONESIA THIS APRIL!

FARHKKKKK!!!!!

GO HERE

Why everytime? everytime my fav artist performing, i'm always not there???! ARGH!!

It's okay... calm down me.. calm down me..

I just hoped the Indonesian won't do anything stupid again like last time with SHINee.

I'm indo too but please, have some manner.

Imagine, klo lu lukain JYJ lg, siap" aja indo jd sala satu most hated fans di kamus Cassiopeia,

so please, BEHAVE!

But actually i was hoping all 5 of them as TVXQ will be there. To be honest, i don't like most JYJ songs. So it would be great if they could perform their bestest as 5 instead.
I'm the type who loves to boast about my fav idol or person or sth. So since TVXQ is my fav idol, i only want to show them off when they are good. Yeah, I'm saying that JYJ is not good as 3.. =_= well yeah their performance but not the songs.

JYJ has more contact with fans these days, wouldn't that make it boring for fans?

back when they were TVXQ, fans are crazy over them bcus it's so hard to approach them but now that they are like this, it seems as if they are easy to approach.

Also, i know that having crazy fans are scary like being stalked and shit, but reality sucks because that's what helps them make money.

Don't tell me you guys don't know how they run Crebeau..

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Have you had a dream come true?

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 2:03 AM

Have you??

not dream as in, getting a good score or eating the food you've been wishing to eat.

but let's go deeper.. like deep, but not too deep.

I've realised that two of the biggest dream had never come true.

well one of them is like totally impossible since i cant rewind the time.

the other one is at the brink of IMPOSSIBLE as well.

1. I wanted to experience high school life in Japan.

So this 'dream', i had it during my primary school - middle school era when i was still so immersed in manga and anime.

There are so many things i want to experience! couples are:

school there of course..

Their fun school events

Nightlife!

Making a wish at the temple.. hehe

When i moved to Australia, i do have the chance with my high school, HOWEVER..

in my school, exchange only happened like once every two years. When that happened, is when i was in year 10 and 12.

Year 10 was possible but i entered the school on the 4th term, so the exchange period is over.

Year 11, there was no exchange program.

Year 12, it was the most important year of high school, and the year 12s are not allowed to go on an exchange..

Well i do hope i could somehow made this possible in uni even though i don't actually have the certificate for being able to speak Japanese, but verbally i could up to the point of normal conversation.

2. I wanted to watch TVXQ concert.

Well they are like my fav boyband since.. 2007? 2006? idk.

But anyways, i really wanted to go and watch their concert in Korea or Japan WITH MY OWN MONEY. I'll pay for the tickets myself, airplane, and i'll.. stay over in a friend's house to cover the hotel fee... hahaha

I mean, asking my sis or parents to pay for sth that i really want myself is not gonna be THAT satisfying for me. But, if they wanted to help, I DON'T MIND.. hahah

and why did i say that it's at the brink of becoming 'IMPOSSIBLE'? Well of course because they are now split into two groups.

So i was just praying and hoping that one day they will come back together and i could go watch their concert.

Oh and let me add a backstage,

fansign, fanmeet,

fanaskignforphonenumber,

fanaskingforahug sessions,

fanaskingforakiss

fanaskingthemformarriage,

fans get kicked out

sigh..

anyway,

wish they are back together soon.

Friday, January 7, 2011

JYJ Junsu's tweet and MBC writer's tweet, and MY OWN RANTS

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 2:53 AM

Ok, before i started ranting and sharing my thoughts about this, i'm sure you guys do know which side I'm taking.

Liek i've always been saying, i want JYJ to go back to TVXQ for their own good. The reason? Read my previous postS under Kpop TVXQ categories.

Ok so i noticed these days JYJ been trending on the internet, of course not because of their achievement but their actions, tweets, scandals, and problems..

*sigh*

Seriously, what happenned to these people that i used to admired on?

So i'll put what Junsu tweeted,

“Until now, I kept believing that it wasn’t true, I believed that (it) was the enemy of all five of us, but I guess it wasn’t really the enemy of all. To see that (they) expressed their gratitude to something I thought was both our enemies.. I guess a lot of things happened in the time we weren’t together. This is so tiring.”

He continued, “I keep wanting to think, hear, and see only good things, but it’s very hard to do that today. Even though we’ve been apart, you know that wasn’t right, hyung. We thought the same. Why are you being like this.”

1st: Of course Junsu. Alot of things has happenned. Maybe this is what SM has planned, not wanting you guys to contact with each other. And obviously this will cause alot of misunderstanding. Since you guys cant communicate, why dont you just trust each other and don't think too much?

2nd: Junsu, just because you don't like someone, doesn't mean the others have to follow you. As much as you don't want Yunho to thank that person, what can Yunho do when he's working under them? You were in his position before, shouldnt you try to understand the situation he is facing right now?

But even so, i was glad that he tweeted that. I'm sure he has vented his hidden feelings all these times.
I'm sure he feels relieved but not in a good way though. Maybe he wanted to say this to Yoochun and Jaejoong but those two had a little of a different opinion with him. You know like you wanted someone to talk to about your first sex experience with your boyfriend for example, but obviously you can't tell your parents because they would kill you, so telling your friends is like Junsu tweeting.
I don't know if you guys think these make sense but it kinda to me. haha except the part of heving sex and all that. Sorry, i'm still a virgin and i'm proud. LOL

and there was a fan-war on allkpop yesterday about this. oh come on kiddies..

Just because you guys are fans, don't say REAL cassies FAKE casses. I don't care which one you guys are but for those of u who claimed urself as REAL cassies,

You cant support or agree with your idol the whole time! Will you guys still support them even though they did sth bad? Like kill or drugs? gosh..

Will you be like, "It's okay oppa."

and the idol be like "They said it's okay so.. *did it again*".

As a real fan, you should say YES to what they did GOOD, and NO to what they did BAD.

And i'm getting sick of people who talks bad about other people like calling them trash, wanna throw up and shit.

come on put urself in their shoes and imagine if someone said that to you, what would you do?

"Well too bad i'm not them so i can't imagine."

Well, it's your luck that you don't know me in real life, if you do, you'll try to feel it.. mwahhahaha!!

also MBC writer, in your apology you were like:

“I’d like to apologize. It’s public, but I didn’t think that so many people would read my tweets. I really am pathetic. Since it was just a pathetic instance from a pathetic person, please be generous with your understanding. Since it’s the New Year now, let’s put this in the past. Have a Happy New Year.”

blue: umm what to do ya? Deleting your twitter or account won't delete whatever you've tweeted. Even though you've deleted it, it's everywhere until the english kpop blog. And just because you're pathetic you want me to be generous? In your dream!

Even the way you are apologizing is pathetic, bitch! and i hate pathetic people.

and i don't think you sound very apologetic there, not because you didnt apologize on TV to see ur face or "acting". But for someone who used to use so many bad words towatds an artist and saying this kind of apologetic, i feel like it's ur mom who help you write this essay.

purple: Wait, did you say that because it's NYE, so you want me to put this in the past?

Oh my god.. If i have a friend like you in my life who said this to me after doing something bad, you'll stay in my memories FOREVER! It's an honour isn't it?

What a way of saying 'sorry'.

Let me tell you, just because we are going to a new year, doesn't mean we sont forget what we did in the past! I still remember when my friends hurt me or i hurt my friends. (yeah both happenned. eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth. She spreads the gossip, why won't i take revenge if it's not my fault?)

Sorry madam, but i feel like stitching your mouth now.

Man i sound so mean and psycho, but this is how i express my anger, even though I WONT EVER STICTCH SOMEONE'S MOUTH, gosh that is just disgusting!

I think SME and me have an invisible bad fate!

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 2:21 AM

ARGHHHH

THIS IS THE SECOND TIME!

THIS IS ANNOYING!!

I'm sure all of you SHINee fans do know that there will be a "concert" where SHINee will present along with 2 other artists.

It's for the Super Kpop Sydney 2011..

*Sigh* Arirang should manage their management team because they kept on being so indecisive and tentative about this event.

Saying it's free and then no.
Saying they will sell tickets, and then said it's a private event.
Told us that the survey will be extended, but we cant access the F-in survey anymore!
ANNOYING!

I was actually quite excited to be able to see Taemin so close. (Yes Jonghyun, you WERE my fav until you got Shin Sekyung.. hmph!)

How i wish Taemin is my lil bro, i would pamper him everyday.. haha he's so cute!

Ok should i flashback you guys again to my previous previous posts? Of course to those who did not follow me at all..

HERE is where JYJ and my fate ended up bad..

and THIS POST is where SHINee and my fate ended up similar..

I swear, SME must have sth against me!

haha.. *sulk*...

see, even Taemin is upset that i'm not coming!

Ok.. calm down.. let me just think about it this way..

So.. I was meant to win the ticket and fly to Sydney to watch them but God prevented that because he has sth better ins tore for me..

it better be.. =_=

Time to put on this song for my current mood..

time to... say GOOOODDDDBYEEEE~~~ *cries*

Sunday, December 12, 2010

I'm still not over JYJ's Ayyy Girl MV shock..

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 10:56 PM

Yeah, i'm still not over it..

I'm still disappointed and shocked..

JJ.. *sigh*.. guess ur not my no1 again.. hahaha

and i still can't get over the fact that Junsu is wearing an apron in the MV...

what's with JJ's running at the beginning..?

and Micky's hair.. is unforgiveable.. but if it's his style then go for it.. BUT.. BUT..

ARGHHHHHH I LOVE JYJ WHEN THEY WERE IN SM!

I seriously can't stop thinking that JYJ should go back to SM for the sake of their career!!! I'm saying this for their own good! I know it's gonna be tiring and eveything, but come on.. NO PAIN NO GAIN.

I know that it's an extreme pain but.. It really is for your best.

If they kept on going like this and relying much on their big fanbase and famous artist/producer name, sooner or later they will decline for fame.

I'm not kidding.

I do think JYJ relies on their fans too much.

See, you guys even failed to secure a concert in America.. and gave it out free.

I'm being serious, that is the most ridiculous thing that ever happenned to a company. Securing a place for concert is like the most basic thing a company/event organiser should be able to do.

and i saw a petition/donation that has the intention of collecting money that JYJ should've got from the America concert. I know that it is with a good intention. But if i were them, i'll feel pathetic and embarassed.

I know it's good and all but, my pride would fall.

*sigh*

ye ye i know u guys will say that

"then stop looking at the video biatch!"

then DONT WORRY. I WILL STOP LOOKING AT THAT MV! but not the others.. ;)

or maybe..

"how could you say that u want them to go back to SM when SM treated them like shit?! You don't know how hard they work but never got what they deserved!"

ok so.. Do you know? Do YOU really know how SM treated them like shit? U mean not giving them the right wage, making them work like 24 hours and all? Do you even know the reason why SM did that?
Come on, i used to think that SM was wrong too, but when i look at both sides, what SM did was alright even though it is wrong. It is for the sake of gaining their money back from TVXQ that they used to train them before. It takes alot of money i tell ya.

I'm the type of person who if my friend is wrong, i'll tell them that it is wrong for their own good. Of course it depends on my friend as well. If they are the type that: "who the fuck is she to tell me that i am wrong..? so she's my enemy these whole time, she's not siding on me." then i won't fucking tell you and go suffer.

anyways, here's the MV that made me LOVE them.. ;)

Should I or should i not...?

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 5:54 AM

Making decision is really hard these days.

I mean, at my age now, making a decision is really critical for your future self.

Different step leads you to different paths, where there won't be another path in the future that enables me to gain 2 different goals.

Damn but if i were to use my real ability.. Maybe i can.

But even if i wanted to do so, there is something that is missing that i still don't know what it is.

Stressed..

Things didn't go well these days..

I mean come on, i did try my best in my study and all this time, but i don't think my sister would take that.

She will 'sue' me for having fun and playing around like I usually does.. OMG! Last semester i cut down my slacking time and even going out with friends. Been pretty anti-social.. hahaha

But i guess she won't trust me.. sigh.. =_=

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Do i really have no fate with TVXQ?

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 8:02 PM

Not as in becoming their girlfriend or anything, JUST MEETING THEM in person!!! ask for sign.. photos.. ~~phone numb-~~

Anyways, here's the reason why this kind of thinking has build up again in my thoughts since that 'DAY'.

So my housemate flied back to Hongkong on the 20th and yesterday we talked on the phone.

After we talk talk talk talk and talk.. She then remembered something.

I haven't been following TVXQ's news lately so i don't know what they are up to. Did Yunho or Changmin went to Hongkong recently or anywhere in the part of China?

Is it the SM Town?

Because my housemate told me that, when her cousin are on the airport, she saw them. But she isn't their fans or anything, so she doesn't give a shit and just walked even though her eyes are actually stuck on one guy. For some reason, i guess it's Yunho. My housemate was sure that it is not JYJ because i've been complaining about them to her this whole time, so she knows which one her cousin is talking about. So the choices went down to only Yunho or Changmin.

So, what happenned was.. Her cousin was walking (duhh) at the airport, going towards the exit gate and.. Yunho/Changmin was walking EXACTLY behind her!!!!!!!

I'M LIKE

that moment.. my inner feeling was like

how could she just ignored it like that...

Urgh.. oh well.. =_=

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Otome Games should also be released in english!!

6 comments Posted by JacQk at 1:12 AM

Otome Games... oh Otome Games.. WHY ARE YOU ONLY AVAILABLE IN JAPANESE!?!?!

Okay, see.

ONE. If you tell me to learn Japanese to be able to play it, imagine!

Maybe the moment i've mastered the Japanese needed to understand this is when i've lost interest in the games, which in another word = LOSS for you!

TWO. If you translate it and released it in english = PROFIT even though not tht much but at least enough to cover your cost for this production no?

EVIDENCE? Harvest Moon!

THREE. If you translate and released it in english = YOU ARE HELPING THE HUMANITY! Not only by making the english fandom comes true, but you are also decreasing the number of unemployment!

I've been eyeing Otome Games since few years ago, and IDEA FACTORY kinda gave us a ray of hope which been 'abandoned' 1 - 2 years ago.. =_= no news from them.

and recently Aksys just started taking an interest on english translation for Otome Games http://www.aksysgames.com/2010/10/07/we-know-you-love-surveys/

See, after waiting and waiting so patiently all these years, the lists of Otome Games i wished to play has piled up:

1. Ouran High school Host club!

If you've read the manga or watch the anime, WHO WOULDN'T WANT THIS GAME??

Gosh.. I'm sure some ppl has lost their interest in desiring this game but moi doesn't..

See! See! See!!!

This is why i told you to translate it quickly before we all lose interest! Start pitying the english fandom like me who's still waiting for it..

2. Hakuouki

I think this anime has just started to become famous recently? Thanks to the bishies.

Apparently my review post about this anime has always been topping the number of views of all my posts in this blog.

3. Hiiro no Kakera

One word... A W E S O M E.

I've decided to get the red-haired guy and the white-haired guy..

4. Fushigi Yuugi

I've liked this manga since long ago and found out like a few months after that they have the otome games.

5. Will O Wisp

6. Clock Zero

I'm dying to play this!! It looks sooooo good!

7. Himehibi

8. Death Connection

Seems to be more of a boysih game but loving the scary arts. :)

Should be the same illustrator as Will O Wisp.

9. Real Code

GAHH! This game has a number of famous voice actors!

Let me note some: Hiroshi Kamiya, Miyano Mamoru, and Takashi Kondo!

yay!

10. Starry☆Sky

This one shall be the best..
alot of famous seiyuu, and not to mention HEAPS OF BOYS!
Apparently i think this game has 4 different parts / separate CD game (I'm not sure, i haven't thoroughly check) and it's grouped in a different season, which in each season you met four guys.
I've set my eyes on the characters that my fav seiyuu are voicing. =p

Here are the links to the game main web:
spring
summer
fall
winter

as much as i like fall, i'd prefer to play spring and summer. Spring because there's Ono Daisuke in it, and summer with Kamiya Hiroshi & Fukuyama Jun.

Anyway, i'll start to write my next post about this game :D

Actually if you're impatient and wanted to know more about this game storyline and review, go HERE.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

SICK!

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 2:34 AM

When was the last time i got sick?

lol!

I used to be a healthy kid when i was small and barely get sick.. which is why one of the reason i can't swallow tablets or capsules.

Well i can bite on tablets no matter how bitter it tastes and eat a candy afterwards.

But for capsule.. i opened it and eat the powder.. for jelly... i poked it and drink the liquid.. and thefish oil is the worse.

Anyway.. what kind of sickness do i have now? good question. This is the worse!

1. HAYFEVER (itchy eyes, runny nose, itchy here itchy there)

2. COLD

3. NOSEBLEED

4. BACK PAIN (idk why..)

5. PMS (double the back pain)

know what makes it worse? MY EXAM IS COMING IN A FEW DAYS!

DAMNIT!!!!

Monday, November 8, 2010

blahhh

0 comments Posted by JacQk at 4:18 AM

The Smoking Jacket says JYJ’s “Ayy Girl” is one of the ten most horrendous boy band music videos

T_T

I cried until there's no more tears left.. lol

but seriously.. what happenned to these three who used to grasp the number 1 spot on the 'best', and now being the one of the 'horrendoues MVs'?

arghh...

and who the fuck is their stylist now?

WHO MADE JUNSU WEAR THAT APRON IN THE MV????????????

AND MAKE THEM WEAR ALL THOSE UGLY EYELINER??

They look fine without them.

Anyways, what makes me a LITTLE bit happy is the fact that Yoochun is back to his short hair!! YAYYYY

He looks the best with short hair.

After seeing him in short hair.. Do you still want him with long hair?? Of course not.

Well some of u who does think he rocks the long hair.. wel up to u.. beauty is in the eye of the beholder. ;)

and Jaejoong.. i'm so gonna spank u for adding another tattoo... i haven't bitch about it yet.. but remember my post from long time ago warning u to the max for not getting another tattoo? Ur ignoring it.. so prepare.. MWAHAHAHAHAHAH

(lol i'm sad..)

But heyyyyyy..! after a long time not checking up on u.. DAMN! I like ur style here! (and pelase do not expose ur new tattoo.. it just gonna piss me off..)

I'm not your mom or loyal fans but are you eating properly?

You seemed to have lost a lot of weight than before.

See?

(this pic worths more than a double thumbs..)

You lost that fat on ur cheekbones.. ;(

and umm.. Jaejoong.. i have sth to tell u.. which i'm sure u don't mind about..

but i'm starting to.. umm... to consider Song Joongki as my next top 3 lists...

(sigh.. i'm weak against man wearing suits..)

1 is you, 2nd is TOP, 3rd is Kimbum. So one of these three will be kicked out..

Jaejoong, ur position is in threat now.. TOP too for no reason.. but Joongki is making his way to enter the top 3.. lol

so again, please start having more activity or gain my interest back on u.. =p

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