sigh..
it's been pretty long since i said 'that'..
haha

Yupyupyup.. somehow i kinda miss him.. oh well.. never met but miss him.. weird but real. hehehehehehehehehehehe

Oki. (why am i always starting with 'oki'?) I just had thsi thought recently.. Does getting old makes you dislike sweets? I mean, yes you will eat it, but you don't like it to be sweet. In my case, when i was around kids till teenager, if i ordered a coffee, i would always put 5 sugars in it and that's normally the amount of sweet i like. But recently i bought a coffee and when i put 3, it is too sweet for me! Like really sweet! Oh by the way, the sugar that i put in is Equal because in that cafe, they only served that. Maybe Equal's sweetness is more concentrated than the normal one. Not only that, when my friend made a bday cake for her boyfriend's bday tday, i tried it and i said it is sweet enough. But my other friend said it's not sweet. I'm like.. maybe something really is wrong..


Anyways, let's just talk abt the SM Town live. I read an article that reported that the fans posted a complaint to the entertainment about the concert.
As you all know, they cancelled it with a reason that with TVXQ current issue with SM, it doesn't make an SM family or sth like that.
So the fans got their tickets back with refunds, but in the complaint they demanded a 10% compensation as well.
This time, i gotta say that the fans are stupid - especially Cassiopeia.

I mean, if they are complaining abt this and SM agrees, SM will put the blame on tvxq.
Who knows TVXQ will feel guilty and decided / pushed to pay for the compensation.
Not only that SM will blame TVXQ on this as well, they might say, "bcus of this contract thing, you put SM and the fans in trouble." Gosh.. it's bcus Cassiopeia's members must be teens. Maybe older, but most of them will be teen. And this teen doesn't know much things. They only know ho wto swoon over someone spend their shit on these stars, stalk them, and forget abt the education. That'sw hat makes them stupid. I kinda think that, if you want to survive pretty well in korea, you better bcome a singer or sth like that...

Oki, so i had this stupid conversation with my friend.
We tried to use our imagination as best as we can, entering the anime world.. lol

So let's see..

Out of all the famous manga and anime since i was born (One Piece, Naruto, etc..) who do you think would win if they fight?

We came to this conclusion.

If One Piece crew + Naruto and his teammates + Akatsuki + Marine are on the same boat. What would they do?

Of course, OP + Naruto + Marine will work together to beat Akatsuki which we know that they are bad.

vs

After that, if the Marine is targetting for OP, it's impossible.
Combining the power of Naruto and his teammates + OP crews.. They are dead meat! Tsunade, Jiraiya, and Itachi, assume they are still alive.. they might be on the same level as luffy.. hahaha
Ok, so if Naruto and OP work together, Marine will lose.

If One Piece and Naruto have to face each other,

VS

Luffy will win..

Why? because Naruto has its limits - Chakra - yet their attack won't have much effect on Luffy the rubber man. Since i have the passion to find out who will win over Luffy, i suggested more anime characters to my friends

.

Luffy vs Sailor Moon = Luffy.

vs

(everytime Sailor Moon is in a pinch, tuxedo will come right?)

Luffy vs Tuxedo = Luffy

VS

(All tuxedo can do is throw rose... =.=')

Luffy vs Light!! = Luffy

VS

my friend said because Light doesn't know Luffy's real name. I know it is 'Monkey D Luffy', but what's the 'D'?

Luffy vs L = most likely will be Luffy.

VS

(what can L do in this situation? Fight? Asif..)

Luffy vs Natsu = Luffy

VS

(Rubber may lose to Fire, but still..)

Luffy vs Vampire Knight = Luffy

VS

With the power of Bishies!!!!!

Luffy vs Ouran = friends/ ally (even tho they will be useless..)

VS

Well in here.. Luffy will find another one of his nakama.. none other than TAMAKI!!!
Their stupidity matched each other..

Luffy vs Nura Rikuo = .......... this gonna be a tough fight...

VS

Rikuo's main weapon is his fear and his nenekirimaru. Rikue himself got a really good skill, especially if he used his latest technique of combining himself with his allies' fear...

Luffy vs Rikuo vs Sebastian = .......?????...............

This might be the end of the world...

Anyway.. no matter who wins the battle..

i've found the ultimate weapon!!!

whoever wins the previous battle vs Doraemon = DORAEMON

VS

When Luffy is about to launch its' gomu gomu, Doraemon can just take out it's special torch and make Luffy small...

Same case with Rikuo and Sebastian.. Doraemon got all of the stuff to defeat them!

Ckckckck.. in the end.. Doraemon wins. as long as there's no mice..

Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta leave my past behind and let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta be strong

NOPE! II'M NOT LETTINGYOU GO! maybe..

ARghh, i just don't know what to do.
to think big?
if i am not thinking big, i'll just stay like this. The way i am now.
It's boring.
I want something new.
I'm seeking for adventure, like how i seek in love. But still, i haven't found one.
But if i am thinking too big and it is not happening, the one who will got hurt the most will be me,
even though i never felt what being hurt is like.. sigh..

Oki, oki, oki, oki..
Just let me go to the dream world for a whilt and talk 'trash'..
Like what i've mentioned sometimes before, some of my dream has come true, or more like nearly alike.
Then i dreamed about me being Junsu's girlfriend and yeah..
Today, at work, my manager told me taht he dreamed about me.
He said that the two of us were sitting on a bench and a guy was standing inf ront of us.
I kept on telling him how much i like that guy, and he kept on telling me that he's ugly! LOL
But then i won't listen to him and kept saying that i like him. In the end, the guy just left us.

When i asked him what he look like.. He can't really remember. He remembered that i am wearing a white top with mini skirt and the guy was wearing jeans..
Too bad he didn't remember who the guy was.. tsk!
If only it was JJ.. mwahahahahahaha

Btw, could this be a sign?? I mean like i had so many dreams that had connection with TVXQ..
Could it be that..? 0.0
Oh well.. Let's not get my hope too high for now..

Seriously, i feel like crying now.
I still can't submit my entry for the competition.
I know that i sound so desperate and I AM!
I want to at least enter and see how i go, lost? win? runner-up?
If i win, that will be a dream come true..
damn..
free tickets, free accomodation, and even meet tvxq. Fuck! Who doesn't want that?! (i know some of you dont if you dont know them or are not their fans)

fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I feel like cursing and throwing things right now.. omg..
But if i throw things it's gonna be messy again..
and if im shouting, i'll wake my hsmate up..
damn damn damn damn..
Please.. please.. please.. i'm so fucking desperate right now!
i even sent a message to the username. I dont care what they are thinking, just as long as they take look at my damn video is good enuf.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

What to dooo?!?!?1
I've made the video for the Contest, but somehow i can't submit it??!?!
Is it bcus it's 12 now?
Is it bcus it's the due date?!?!
OMG OMG OMG OMG
I'M PANICKING NOW!
I'VE TRIED SO HARD FOR THIS VIDEO..A ND IF I CANT SUBMIT IT..
T^T

Please, please, please..

Girls girls girls girls..

If my patience (from reading manga + movies to keep me entertained) is not exist now, i would've cut ur fucking throat already..
Just.. Could you stop yapping and laughing, you fucking crows!
ARGHH! your laugh and so-full-of-accent-english hurts my dear ear!
OHMYGOD.
Yes, your country does use english alot more than my country.
I mean like, if i go for a vacation to your country, i can speak english like almost everywhere, anywhere, and anytime. It's like english ruling over your country already..
BUT WHY WHY WHY AND WHY...
Your grammar is better than us, but your speaking is far poorer than us?
I mean, your accent.. Even though i am not supposed to say this bcus englishis my 2nd lang.. i swear, i can't stand your accent.
Hearing those everyday.. urgh.. makes me wanna puke..
I just hate those laugh of yours, squeals, and shriekes..
Seriously, i really feel like i want to cut your throat.. or maybe i could mute it with a 'throat remote control', i wish doraemon exists and able to give me this...

Another one..?
How many friends are you going to bring into my house huh?!
You should at least tell me if someone is going to stay over or sth.. Fuck u.
This is not your damn house, and what?
Tmrw morning your going to go to your work at like.. 7 in the morning.. leaving your friends behind in this house.. for like.. hmm. i don't know.. the whole day until they know what time i'll be home?
Fuck u
fuck u
fuck u

It's okay, i'll have my revenge tmrw.
Just wait.

Should i take yday's dream as a sign that i might win?? lol

but even if it is, i think i won't be able to join it anymore..
sigh
goodbye my dream..
Meh..

I'm copy paste-ing this from my other blog.

ARGHHHH!!

I really want to winnnnnn!!!
who doesn't wanna..?
but the video.. the video..
T^T

ellow~

bfore.. just happenned to go into winglin again.. and i saw 2 bashers' account.
wow.
the amount added up.
1 - Mallica - selfproclaimed. bashing her own story, and idk why.
2 - rotinthehell (sthlikethat) - bashing YAOI fans, idk why.

*sigh*
these two really.. aiya.. really need a place for ranting + attention aren't they?
That's why they should get a blog! hahaha
that's one of the reason why i named this blog jacqksrants.

anyway.. i don't have much to say to Mallica.. since yea.. nothing to argue abt, all she wanted is attention. not bcus i have nothing against her.
oh wait! i think i do.
she did say that she would leave winglin if ppl wants her to.
i have to agree with 1 comment by '?'
If she leaves, it doesn't change anything since she might showed up with a different username. ahaha
(i might get a bashing by saying this, but it's okay, i'm used to it alrdy - thx to my other kpop news blog)

the Yaoi.. i swear, many ppl must've been saying this over and over again.
"if you don't like yaoi, then why you read it?"
There's a reason behind it!
since i myself 'hate' yaoi story, i think i should be sharing 1 of our (?) general reasons.. hahaha
simple, it's bcus i'm curious on what it is like! XD
but if i really don't like it, i'll just swallow it~
not to the point that i would spend my time making an account and writing all my rants there.
unless you have this kind of blog.. hahaha
the thing is,
if 2 boys are gays, i don't mind.
but if 2 boys originally are not gays, but ppl are trying to make them gays, me don't like~ not to the point that i would hate it as much as rotinblablabla does. (why does she have to make such a long username??! damn! maybe i should make an account in winglin ranting on her username. haha)


anyway, while we are on the topic here on winglin,
just wondering..
you know how these usernames are friends with each other and all?
like cyber-friends.
just curious, are they actually keeping in contact through email and everything? or only in winglin for the sake of getting in into a 'apply' story? hahaha
or some of them might really are seeking for friends,, which is good ^^

Arghh~~ i have so many things to type here as well.. but it's too much, yet complicated. so i'll just stop here.

LOL!!!!!
It's funny how this little boy give WooYoung chips as a gift!!
If i were WooYoung i would remember this boy the best!! It's funny and cute at the same time!!


Kind of true.. hahaha

I would be one of those people on the building.. hahaha
This fellow reminds me of my friend.. because they kinda resemble (sorry!! I'm not being mean.. Well i am mean!)

My heart keeps on pounding in a deep worry.
It was reported here, that 2 Thai girls died from Swine flu.
It was also reported that they attended a concert (Mirotic concert) during the weekend, but they don't know which day those two girls attended.

I don't understand why TVXQ still wants to held a concert even during this Swine flu season, where travelling around the world is a pretty high risks.
Maybe it's because they love the fans too much that they want to held the concert.
No, i think their real reason is because of that 'dream' they've been talking about: Concert in Tokyo Dome. Yes TVXQ, it's tomorrow.


This is very stupid of me for thinking about this so much.
But my mind just can't stop thinking for the worst case even though i really don't want to think about it like that.
What if they caught the flu?
What if they _____? (i don't want to say the word)
You know like those stories, after their dream come true, they ____.
I don't want that to happen.
Please.
At least give us more time.

Hopefully they will always stay healthy.

1 word for today to 'that' person: Please, be safe.

I never knew that this song actually matched perfectly.. haha


What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Can you open your heart ever so slightly
So that only I can see?

I wonder what type of girl you like
Do you even notice me?
You made picky and popular me
Fall for you

My Style
You are my perfect prince
My style
You are so completely my type
None of the many men that wanted my affections
Took my attention like this
My style
I’m already your slave of love

The more I see you
You are my style
Exactly my style
Your voice, personality and even your face
My Style
You make me
Fall in love with you

What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Can you open your heart ever so slightly
So that only I can see?
You got me xoxo
What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Why are you doing this my darling
Must you tantalize me like this?

Kiss me

I wonder if you really don’t have a girl
I hope you’re not a player
What is your sign?
How do you sleep?
I’m curious about everything

My style
You have the perfect amount of carelessness
My style
You speak clearly and succinctly
I wonder if you aren’t interested in me
But you say that it’s not that but then what is it?
My style
You’re so charming it’s wearing me out

That personality is just right
You are my style
Exactly my style
I couldn’t dislike you even if I wanted to
My Style
You make me
Fall in love with you

What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Can you open your heart ever so slightly
So that only I can see?
You got me xoxo
What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Why are you doing this my darling
Must you tantalize me like this?

(Tic tic toc)
Deeply
I go crazy
Hit me boy
Time passes by
(Tic tic toc)
My love gets deeper and deeper
I’m going crazy look at me
Hit me boy

I’m sure you fell from the sky
Just to steal my heart
Don’t make my heart go wild and crazy
Just hurry hurry up and come to me

What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Can you open your heart ever so slightly
So that only I can see?
You got me xoxo
What star are you from?
Did you come to take my heart?
Why are you doing this my darling
Must you tantalize me like this?

My style

Brown Eyed Girls - My Style

I'm lying in bed
There's thoughts in my head
I'm thinking bout you
Over and over and over and over again
What can I tell you, you got me so twisted
Tossing and turning
Over and over and over and over again

Natalie ft Baby Bash - Energy

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One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, boy it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

Brian McKnights - Back at one

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Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles

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To be with you is all that i need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things i wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you

Ten2five - I Will Fly

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Youre my sunshine after the rain
Youre the cure against my fear & my pain
cause Im losing my mind
When youre not around
Its all, its all
Its all because of you

98Degrees - Because of You

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

Savage Garden - I Knew I Love You

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You speak and it's like a song
And just like that, all my walls come down
It's like a private joke
Just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Jessica Simpson - With You

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Where are you? Who are you with?
What clothes are you wearing? What are you smiling about?

TVXQ - Stand By You