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I haven't written blog for ages and i guess i haven't wrote about this yet. I got reminded of this bad news when i saw this promotional video of JYJ:

So.
my sister is living in Sydney and work there.
During Christmas, i went over for a week or two for holiday.
it was on the 26th Dec up until the 6th Jan.

Does the last number ring your bell?
That's the date when JYJ arrived in SYDNEY!!!!
ROARRRRRRRR

they arrived at around 7:30ish isn't it?
yeah, and that's the time when i just entered the airport.

That's enough of a pain for me... =_= Guess what makes it worse??

When i read the fanaccount in Sydney, i found out that they went to the EXACT same places that i went to.
- Bondi beach
- city (obviously)
- the Korean restaurant in Strathfield that i just went to on the 5th.
> I can't forget the spicy chicken in there, i'm craving for more! It's just too good! Apparently they sat on the same seat as me, my sis found out abt this when she asked the lady there.

- Circular Quay
> since my sis lives in Kiribilli, we travel by ferry and get off in circular quay.. so that's one heck of a place that i often went to.

- Ferry ride
> yeah, taking ferry to city everyday is alot faster than walking towards the train station. Once i've heard of this JYJ in Sydney, i told my sis to take ferry from now on. But she was like 'yeah... meh..' and she really did not go by ferry on the next day, she rode train.
Guess what? if she took ferry, she would've met Junsu! ARGHHHHH!!!
and and and... her office is super close to Circular Quay, Junsu was around there during lunch isnt it? She could've just went downstair ask for sig and voila! but she didn't. She still got no interest in TVXQ.. =_=

- Opera House - and many more.. this is just to sad to be mentioned.


URGH! i mean like.. at least they could have just arrived a day later or something! why, why at the same time and same place!!! Gooooooddddnessss!!!! IER72987B2V@$#@$#

and if only my sis allowed me to use her internet when we stayed there (she said i opened too much rubbish and it took up a lot of her memory), i would have known about it!
and and and.. if only i dont have any assignment due on that week i could have extend my stay
and and and if only i finished my assignment earlier.. ToT

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and that promotional video really beings back this BAD BAD BAD memory...

okay.. let me just think of it this way... (imaginary style)


It was fated that me and tvxq are supposed to met.
but God has decided to let them meet up abit later.. maybe in 100+∞ years.. so God tried to prevent them from seeing each other.
However, He feels sorry towards me, thus he gave me a hint by giving me a tease aka we both arrive and depart at the same time.. =_=
and thus.. me and tvxq are back to our own life.. and wait for the fated time to meet..
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*gets smacked*

sounds gross and greasy? i knew?
crap english? i knew. so shut up.
And God, sorry for bringing up your name here.

Jacq****** A*****

1.) Name: Jacq****** A*****

2.) Birthdate: May 21

3.) Address: in here or in Indo?

4.) Blood type: O

5.) Height: 160ers..?

6.) Weight: sif i would tell u..

7.) Shoe size: 7.5

8.) Personality: mixed, complicated, unexpected. ;)

9.) Dream: have my dream come true :)

10.) Specialties: talking, whinning, complaining, languages, playing police and thief (im the master of this game).

11.) Hobbies: My specialties are my hobbies

12.) My idol: Alot.

13.) Celebrities you likes: TVXQ, Big Bang, Lee HyoRi, Jojo, Justin Timberlake.

14.) Fav Flower: water lily.

15.) I want to go out with this kind of person: JaeJoong.. lol

16.) Fav. Fruit: Banana, Mangoes, and grapes (but eating heaps of the last two caused me a nosebleed.)

17.) People you don like: Someone who thinks they are all that, trying to be cute to some extent, biatch!

18.) Fav comic book: Gosh, i have heaps. Do u really want me to list everything down in here? That would take ages.

19.) What I worried about: love, money (everyone does), work, uni, etc etc.

20.) Sleeping out: .........

21.) Alcohol tolerance: around 6 shots of 151.

22.) First love: no first love but there's first 'like'. hehe

23.) Someone I respect: parents, sis, bro, TVXQ.

24.) Sport I good at: Badminton, squash.

25.) Fav song: heaps.

26.) Number of blind dates youe gone on: none. bu maybe i shud consider one, just for fun =p

27.) When I look the best: just wake up + after shower.

28.) Person Ie liked the best out of all the people Ie gone out with: i haven't gone out with anyone.

29.) Fav number: 8 and 3.

30.) Prized Possession: my fam, babanie.

31.) Lowest ranking: in terms of?

32.) Religion: Buddhist

33.) What I think when looking in the mirror: i need to do something with my dark circles.

34.) Fav color: any colors but not pink. But if there are an item that looks good only in pink, then i would choose pink. wise enuf ay?

35.) Good thing about myself: loyal.

36.) Bad thing about myself: very straightforward and blunt. But it's good sometimes.

37.) Drinking habits: over-talkative. :) + unconciously abit harder when i playfully hit ppl.

39.) On a rainy day I want to go outside and get wet?: i would love to, but it will cost me a cold.

40.) Things I cook well: kimchi soup, anything related to pork, banana scones.

41.) Something I want to do right now: I want to cancel my shifts tmrw but i need to work. =_=

42.) Foreign language Im good at: English. But i'm trying to improve other languages.

43.) Something I want to do with the person I love: maybe just take a walk in a city/park/river, while holding hands?

44.) A present I want to give the person I love: i have no idea abt this yet.. haha

45.) Things I want: alot.

46.) If you met a boyfriend from the past: um.. i told u there was none.

47.) A present I want to receive from the person I love: Love and trust!

48.) Phone greeting: 3.

49.) Ringtone: Gdragon - breathe. Love the first 10 seconds.

50.) Caller rings: ???

51.) If you found 1 million dollars on the road: let's just hope i would be carrying my country road bag. I would take the money (in a bag?) and go somewhere hidden where i will move the money into my bag, replace the inside with trashes. Put it back to where i found it and walk home casually. Quickly spend the money, transfer it ot my sis etc etc etc.. HAHAHAH sif that could happen.

52.) Habits: use facial expression to express sth. twirling my hair when bored. clapping while laughing really hard.

53.) Sleeping habits: i dunno.

54.) What I wearing as of now: yellow tshirt, white shorts.

55.) I want to die when: It is my time to die + my dream came true.

56.) Something I want to do right now: i want to meet him!

56.) How many times have you received flowers from a person of the different gender: twice? that's form the school's valentine event. But i've recieved other things from them.

57.) Where I want surgery: nose. haha but nahh thx.. i'm happy with myself ^^

58.) My charm: i never know what my charms are and i dont wanna know.

59.) What people think of me: various, i behave differently in each group of friends.

60.) Someone I say a lot: s-someone? u mean sth?

61.) What Im scared of: no1 enemy - cockroaches

62.) When I was most hurt: physically? when i was small i had this one accident.. mentally? when i think too much and i know the horrible consequences i gotta face.

63.) When I feel the happiest: i think it will be my happiest moment when i'll see my parents and bro after 3 years stuck in Aus.

64.) What I do when Im scared: inhale.. exhale.. pray.. fold my arms.

65.) When have you given chocolates to someone for valentines day: i did give chocos to girls and boy friends, but no other boys since they don't attract me.

66.) What I do when Im stressed: I listen to rock music.. hahaha

67.) What I like to eat when I drink: edamame beans, senbei, fruits.

68.) What I do when I mad: normally i hold it till i go home. Later at home, my eyes would scan trhough my rooms for unfragile things, throw them and clean them up. :)

69.) Things I cant eat: anything but pork, beef, chicken, normal fishes, prawn, tako, squid, shellfish, mussells, other normal things.

70.) Time I get to school: depends.

71.) Something I want to learn: jap, korean, chinese, acting.

72.) What I do when there is someone I dont like: just act normal but don't really pay attn to them. When u hate someone, and u keep on observing them to get their bad points.. man.. it's really wasting ur time. That person is so not worth it.

73.) When I was the happiest in my life: not yet..

74.) What I think of money: where are you?? who are you with??

75.) If the person you love ended up loving someone else: ..... well.. if i think i shud let go of him then i would. If i think i shudn't let him go, i wouldn't. Let me choose when the time actually comes.

76.) Most recent time I cried: a week/2 weeks ago?

77.) Sunshine or Moonlight: Moonlight.

78.) First kiss: none.

79.) If someone I broke up with wanted to get back: we'll see.

80.) Favorite person of a different race I like: hmm.. this is hard. koreans since i am into them recently? hahaha actually any race is fine with me.

81.) My most favorite thing I own: Babanie.

82.) How long I can wait for someone: to meet up? 1.5 hours.

83.) When I was most disappointed: when ya?

84.) Your monthly allowance: depends on how many hours i worked.

85.) Fav animals: Dogs

86.) Fav. Season: Spring and autumn.

87.) Most memorable date: none..

88.) What I look at when I look at someone of the other gender: Everything.

90.) Nicknames: Jacqu, jek, jeki, jacq, jackie, missnoshow, bacon, baby!

92.) Love is?: i havent had a taste of em yet.

93.) When I know the person I love has changed: When the things they do change.

94.) What I don like when I going out with someone: not sure..

95.) What I like the most about myself: my hair.

96.) A wish for this year: I hope things getting better and better and i hope i will find myself a path to my dream.

100.) Last thing you want to say: arm.. shud i sleep?

actually meant to be written like 3 days ago.. but since my internet was REALLLYYYY slow at that time, i can't help but to just post it now.

WORK
I cut myself!!! as in my pinky finger..
I was trying to open a pack with a bread knife (bcus it's really sharp and it cuts really well), and i accidentally slice my finger too! It's only a little wound but it's pretty deep.. I tried to take a pic of it but i can't see anything but a small red dot. U can't see how deep the wound is...
Anyway, i'll still post it:

Oh and i'm sorry for my face expression, trying to send this pic to my sis and whine abt it.. lol

COOKING
So my friend, C, she came over to my house, or to be exact, sleep over..
Me and her are cooking tonight's dinner. We made these:
- ayam gule (Indonesian curry chicken)
- chicken (it's her speciality)
- Korean spicy stir fry squid.

Well.. it turns out pretty good... except for the ayam gule that she maseh... =_='
Oh and the chicken that she made.. i was so shocked with the fact that she cooked it with 3/4 L of Coke!!! I'm like WTF!!!
Coke is not healthy.. and she cook it with that.. i can understand if it is with wine..
Even so.. it tasted wonderful!
Here are the pictures!!! Excuse my low quality phone camera... i'm still saving to buy a camera.. hehe

left: ayam gule
right: chicken + coke
bottom: spicy squid

The spicy squid that i am making is exactly the same as Hyori's cooking in Family Outing, except that i didn't put much veggies in it..
i didn't seek for the recipe, all i do was watch what she put and tried it.. it turned out similar.. yey!
So here's the recipe...



Hyori's Family Outing trademark dish!

Ingredients:
- 2 tbs gochujang
- onion
- spring onion ( cut it diagonally)
- chilli powder (up to your taste, i like it spicy so i put heaps. lol)
- 1 tsp sugar
- 1 tbs soy sauce ( i use Kikkoman)
- 1 carrot (slice thinly)
- small bowl
- spoon..
- oil (if u want to)

Procedure
1. in a small bowl, mix gochujang + soy sauce + chilli power + sugar together.
2. Heat the frying pan, and wait until it is hot (if you put a spring onion, it would sizzle)
3. When it is hot, put the spring onion and sizzle it for a while.
4. add squid, stir fry for a while
5. add carrots + onion and other veggies that you want, quickly pour (1) into it as well.
6. stir fry for a while (not too long because the squid will be hard)
7. and done!

I'm not a pro in giving recipe, so yeah.. just ask.
if you want to post this somewhere, better credit it even though i know saying this will me useless....

LOL
LOL
LOL

K, so this happenned yday.
I was chatting with my sis, talking abt what i was doing last Sat, and i told her that i was hanging out with my HS friends back in Indo.
Well.. technically.. NO.. I did go with my HS friends but some of their friends too.
And there is this one guy that i found the most OK one out of all the Indo boys i've met.. not exactly.. but yeah..
I just think that he is OK when i was talking to my sis..
So i show his fb to my sis.
My sis said that he is not 'that' good looking.. he's like abang" cina. Which if i tried to translate in english would take me 5 paragraphs. So search those words in google, k?

While i'm talking to her, i would log into my fb and reply some post as well, i was replying to his post telling me that he would beat my score in guitar.
and 2 minutes later, i recieved a message from him in my inbox.
He asked me about my friend who came along that day.. and from the way he asked me, i have a feeling that he likes her..
LOL

oh and he's not exactly my 'crush'.
He is just my interest. I just don't know how to put it in english. soz.
peace YO!

Just another random post.

Somehow..
i don't know why...

everytime my sister type the word 'JAEJOONG' in MSN, doesn't matter if she is mocking him or asking or anything that has his name in it, i feel happy.. LOL

Why?
Because she doesn't like JaeJoong! And doesnt want to talk about him at all!!
If i mention anythign abt JaeJoong in MSN, she would read it and won't reply or respond about it!!!!!
So i treated it as a miracle if she does responds to it.. hahahaha

eLLoo!!

Busy day tday..
i woke up earlier than i thought i would be bcus of my hsmate and her friends giggling in the morning.. =.='
2 missed calls on my phone, i didn't pick it up.. too sleepy + cbf..
Yet the 3rd call is a private number and i know surely who would it be bcus the only one who would call em so early in the morning is either my workplace.. or my manager: eric (since he got so many morning shifts)

I had the premonition that i will be asked to work (always).. but still i picked up the call.
I told him that i can't bcus i have Jap tutor at 12 but later i accepted his request to help him at the store for 1 hour since he told me it is very busy.
Hahaha funny to know that he actually is not working as well, it is his day off, but the manager this morning panicked easily.. She said it's busy even though it is only 5 customers in each line.. =.='
So then, i have to get ready in 10 minutes and get into his car (one way) and go straight to maccas and start helping them. I'm not helping them serve or cook.. but sorting out the deliveries we received.. MWAHAHAHA

What makes me (slightly) mad is bcus the amount of the deliveries is not as much as i thought it would be or as what she told us.. we finished it within 30 minutes.. Then Erci and me heading towards the food court for breakfast... Since we both just woke up + DAMN hungry..
I ate Seafood curry laksa.. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I love seafood!!!

after that he sent me to state library for my Jap tutor bfore he went home... and so my jap lesson proceed!!
That's my day activity for tday.. I supposed to be going clubbing tday.. but cbf..
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Anyway, i read "Kyou, koi wo hajimemasu" looong time ago, and i just read the latest 2 chapters..

Man idk why i am pretty addicted to this manga, but it is not my favourite manga list. I mean, the story is pretty much.. I can predict what will happen next.. The girl's behavior is kinda annoying sometimes..
But i think what makes me like this manga is bcus it is a first-love story..
Her first time having a boyfriend etc.. it is such a good manga for someone like me who never had a bf bfore.. haha (for those who had as well)..
*Sigh*
where's my future bf?? lol

I'm going to start making the video tmrw.. and hope all the best for me.. Maybe i should drink a little bit so my shyness will be gone (even though i never feel ashamed..)
Wish me luck (or not).

Closer.. closer.. closer.. no!

this really made my day again..

Love this oyaji gags, not bcus it is Junsu who said it, but i love this gag:

僕はたまごものきみも好きです けどきみも好き。
(Boku wa tamago mono kimi mo suki desu kedo kimi mo suki)

The 'kimi' after tamago means the egg yolk, and the 'kimi' after 'kedo' means YOU.
So if being translated, become:
I like the yolk in the egg, but i like you even more.
lol XD

But maybe partiallu it's bcus of the way Junsu said it, he actualy point to the audience and his expression was priceless.. lol

Also, JaeJoong's gag is my fav as well.


person: どうゆこと? (douyokoto)
JaeJoong: しょうよこと。(shouyokoto)
Douyukoto means something like "What's going on?"
Shouyokoto means "That's whats going on." which sounds like shouyukoto, or SOY SAUCE!!!
not sure if 'shouyo' alone means soy sauce, if it is, it's gonna be "soy sauce business" LOL


Arghh.. and today's lesson in my Japanese tutor.. omg.. so many kanji that i have to memorise.. damnit.
next week.. have more vocab and verbs to do...

Another beautiful day where i stayed up until the morning again.. and fell asleep at 8 till 3..
anyway, i supposed to be watching The Hangover today, but it seems that i left my phone in my workplace yday and i didn't get any call about when and where we're watching the movie. Good thing, it turns out that they are not watching it today.. mwahaha so at least i still have someone who hasn't watch it yet.. hehehe

Oh, and pretty much.. I'm staying at home after i retrieve my cellphone, gotta rest.. i got work tmrw.
And as usual, checking out more news on Kpop...
Found how crazy the fans are... well they are not THAT crazy.. if i were them i would do that as well.. haha like if you see those gorgeous banner of Beyonce or Mariah Carey wouldn't you take the picture???
TVXQ, you really are too famous now.. =.='
I think u'll make a history..






Another thing that i came across today is TVXQ first ever CF in Japan!! with Aya Ueto!
hahaha i love the lyrics!! I am sure this song would fit the best for ppl who work in an office and has those same problem~

(DaeSung.. ur crying too much.. Hyori too)

I think because a few weeks ago, i've been sleeping at 2am in the morning, i'll always wake up at 10am. But it changed not to 4am-3pm... =.='

Well.. During the whole night, i keep on logging in to this blog of mine + youtube.. it's like my current life.
I'm still waiting for the acceptance of my new job (gotta call them in 3 days).

I feel bad for my housemate though..
I don't know if it's my speaker problem or my ear's problem.. My speaker seems to be very loud that it could reach the living room, or even to her bedroom.. idk.. hahaha
Hmm.. Since waking up at 3pm makes me uber lazy.. i'm trying to fix it.
but HOW..?

What comes into your mind when you first read my title?
Like, 'ooh.. this girl must've drop her phone a few times..'
Well.. That's a part of it.. haha

Actually, currently, i have 2 phones: Iphone and Sony Ericsson k800i.
My sister bought Iphone for me and let me use it (without me asking her to buy me one), maybe at that time, somehow she is in her right mind, and her mood was good.
Anyways, so.. just 2 weeks after i got the phone, i unintentionally BROKE it.

This is the short story..
I just finished my college at around 4pm and trying to catch the bus with my friends.
The bus is right in front of our eyes, and when i saw the driver's face, seriously, it is like he's giving me a signal that he is going to drive away soon.
So my friend, Michella, was like "Let's run".

At first, i refused to, since i am lazy..
But in the end, i have no choice but to run with my friends. All of them just WHOOOSHH running. Ok so, somehow i managed to run faster than them. But then i heard something seems to drop from my bag, but i was so concentrated on running, until Michella called me.
"Oi, isn't this your iphone?"

I quickly turned around to see my black iphone lying on the road, dead.
Luckily, it's only the screen that's cracked, but everything is working perfectly.
Sometimes i would boast the crack on the phone to my friend by calling it a gift from spiderman, since it looked like a spider web.

Ok, so normally, if you drop your phone, or broke something that is given, you would feel bad wouldn't you? But me.. My feeling is totally different..
The first thing that comes through my mind is that, "Shit.. My sister is going to kill me..."
I stressed this again, i was scared, not sad!
And yeah, at night, to get rid of my stress, i went to a karaoke with my housemate and her place.
When Kelly Clarkson's 'Because Of You' comes up, i decided to sing it and change the lyrics from:
'Because of you, i never strain to fall from the sidewalk..' TO
'Because of the bus, my iphone cracked...'
I know that it doesn't make sense.. but it gives a part of my fear.. hahaha

Ok so, the story continues.. After i 'cracked' my Iphone, i am back to use my old phone 'Sony Ericsoon k800i' Who's known to my friends and family that it always stays strong because it never broke even after i dropped it from the 5th floor.
Sadly.. just a week after i use it.. it's broken..

HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT A PHONE!!!!!!
Damn it.. Iphone... Sony Ericsson (you betrayed me.. lol).
Ok this doesn't make sense...